In my free time, I like to listen to music. My main music is Linkin Park, Black Veil Brides, Tonight Alive, Bring Me The Horizon, Fall Out Boy, Nirvana, 5 Seconds Of Summer, Green Day, Panic! At The Disco and other rock or metal/heavy metal bands. I can get teased about the type of music I listen to because I only know two other people who listen to them who I am going to call S and F. I am going to name them these people because I don't know if they will want to be mentioned.
I love photography, singing and writing books. Hopefully, this blog will help me enjoy my life a little better, as lately it hasn't been very good :(. At one stage in my life, I was going through a really hard time when some one who was in my family passed away. Sadly, I didn't get the chance to get to know him, but I still care. I went down a really dark path, stopped socializing with my old friends, stopped trying in lessons which soon led to me getting bad reports. Luckily for me, I had a family who had seen these things happening, and they helped me, as did my friends. A few months after this, I went through another hard time in my life when I felt that my 'friends' didn't really care, as they started talking about me behind my back and wouldn't involve me in anything that they did. I soon got into a big argument with them about this, which led to them saying some mean things to me, and it got me really upset. I soon stopped hanging around with them, but went through a depressing stage in my life. This did lead to me self - harming, but soon stopped after support from one friend who was really kind and let me hang around with her in school. M (going to name her), had started letting my make friends with her friends who was a big group of people. This made me happy that I realised I didn't need those old friends any more. I became friends with another person in my tutor called Pink (going to change the names of everyone on this blog) and I started to make friends with new people. Soon, I decided to stop hanging around with M and her friends and start hanging around with Pink and others. I was still friends with M and everyone in their group, which made me happy I had a group to turn to if things got tough.
Later on, after hanging around with Pink and another friend, Jasmine, I became friends with 3 other people, Wispa, Jellybean and Blue. These 3 people became very good friends of mine. Then, we had become friends with more people and I felt I had real, true friends. By the end of Year 9, I had started becoming more happy and started going out more.
I do have a longer story, but that can be saved for another day :). I am going to try to be updating on this blog everyday, by saying the problems, beauty tips, and other things :). I hope you like it.
AwakeInTheGarden, is now SleepInTheGarden xx
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